I’ve been struggling with a nasty illness since the afternoon of Saturday, 27 November 2021. Yesterday (Tuesday), I was on my second day of feeling quite well. I had a thought to go to my doctor, Miles Layton, to get his official opinion and help to accelerate my healing. My rapid covid and flu tests came back negative, but my x-rays showed Covid Pneumonia. I was really excited for a few minutes and then set back. I did a breathing treatment in the office and got 4 prescriptions. That breathing treatment provided to be bad for me. It put something in my lungs that has made it harder to breath. It’s as if the pipe was made smaller. So, I tried to sleep last night and I initially slept for about an hour, but then I couldn’t sleep. In fact, I was given energy not to; that was a pleasant difference. At one point, during the night I started coughing so bad, I couldn’t breath. I had to use the inhaler as an emergency measure. I thought I was going to have to take drastic measures. Fortunately, I was able to calm down. I layed in bed and begged heavenly father and Jesus for help. I told them I was putting this issue on the alter before them and I needed healing angles to fix me. I was then exhausted and started to slip away. I was then awakened by a swirling entity in my body. It moved through my chest and up through my head, and then it left. A relief swept over me. I could then ly in any position and get some sleep. I layed on my side and feel asleep for a bit. I woke and was refreshed and a voice said, “see. now get up and give your wife a hug.” So, I did. She was on the couch in the other room. I layed back down for a few more minutes and then got up to start my day at 6a. As I was making a vitalight drink, the question came to my mind, “are you going to do the other medications the doctor gave you?” and and immediate response in my mind was “HIS WAY WILL KILL YOU.” That was clear to me. I had already experienced something close to it. So, I’m putting all of this in the hands of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I threw away the medications and am back to strategies from before yesterday.
Update 2 January 2022. I’ve thought a lot out about the thought I had: “His way will kill you.” I ended up pulling the medication out of the garbage. I never used the antibiotic or steroids. I did use the cough suppressant for a week or so and I needed the puffer on two different occasions. A friend asked me how I felt when I had that thought. He asked if I felt peace, joy, or was calm; the fruits of the Spirit. Upon reflection, I think I felt mostly fear. It got me thinking that maybe I was deceived by the Adversary with that thought. I’m not sure still to this day. Maybe clarity will come one day. I don’t regret, however, the course I took.